love actually....

i am SO damn freakin dead!! ohmygosh!! no....not enough exclamation marks! OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've fallen really hard this time! but can i really help it? especially if the guy says that he wants to bring me all the flowers in the world?? and that he wants to bring me the stars in the sky? that the sound of my voice or my emails make his heart beat faster???
for the freakin first time in my life i feel as though the word "love" doesnt really do the relationship any justice. firstly, coz its SO commonly used (and often in cheap taste!) and secondly coz its just a 4 letter word. it should be recoined...something more on the lines of "profoundly intense fondness, adoration, respect and tenderness with a consistent quintessential emotional accord!"
i love you and i cant say it enough. you make me weak kneed and you give me sleepless nights! and when i do manage to sleep....you're right there in my dreams! and perhaps the best part is that both of us know that this isnt infatuation or physical attraction alone. it is...no doubt....but with the perfect blend of everything that makes a relationship healthy. i love you for the individual that you are and the way you make me feel. you know exactly what to say and when to say it and although you think its cheesy....its not! if you were on the recieving side of whatever you say....thats when you will realize how incredibly romantic you are! and whats amazing is the thought that i have spent all my life without you... and now you are such an integral part of my life. i've always used my head over my heart....ALWAYS....and it all worked out well coz my heart is yours anyway!!!