repost #2

i like blogging...even though now a days...i dont blog as much as i would like to. there certainly was a time when i did...and it was always more than a scribble or a doodle or an acknowledgement screaming out the fact that i am alive that i put down. so now, most of the times, i get by...by writing. i write my heart out and then leave anonymous scraps of paper either in the library or in a trash can or on a restaurant table or in other unimaginable places!!
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i'm rather sad today coz i realized one thing. i dont think before i speak anymore. but i AM happy about the fact that i have realized this well before i have admitted to doing something that i stand against. and i am happier coz i know that i am doing something about it ever since the realization dawned upon me. so there we have it....yet again...me+sadness+happiness+happierness = X
....go figure!!!

a (re) starter....

OMG! It’s been such a major hassle switching onto the new blogger with the google thingie…I think I don’t even remember my new username and password…but that’s probably just coz I got so many…(yes, I have commitment issues!)
So…its been a few months…I kinda feel old….but the again…maybe I don’t! My brain tells me its got to do with “reference to the context”…and I agree.
I got married…happily. It has been good…even though I have not been living with my husband. And I hope it’s not been good BECAUSE I have not been living with my husband.
But with marriage come "issues". Somethings that we have not really talked about in detail. So I guess the real and big challenges lie before us. I just wish I could say “bring them on”…but sadly, we’re separated by both DISTANCE AND TIME. He’s 3000 miles and 3 hours away from me. Trust my bad luck to do that to me…and trust my intelligence for me to know the difference in more than one axis!!

oh crap!

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i feel like damn friggin crap! and that's not COZ i'm blogging after a month. it is WHY i am blogging after a month.
i just used my bestest buddy.
i'm evil...and i gotta face that. usually, i take pride in being wicked...NOT TODAY...not today.
i'm sorry man. i really am. i have always been your support system...and today, i needed you to do some friggin material thing for me. crap!
i love you man. you deserve better....better than me...better than doing a friggin assignment for me...
sorry.
i love you. and when i start to repeat myself you know that i am either acting psycho again OR that i really mean it.
sorry!
i love you.
i'm NOT acting psycho!
i love you.
i'm repeating myself......
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loop to infinity...