is it just me or is it getting hot in here?

I never thought I’d live long enough to see this day. That can mean one of two things. Either I have just a few more days (Hours? Minutes? Seconds?) to live or (2) I suck at prophesizing. No matter what I wanna believe, everyone knows that it’s probably the second case at work here. So, why did I think I would never live to see this day? Well that’s coz, as I speak, I’m forcing myself to blog. Blogging has always come SO naturally to me but today I’m pushing myself to do it. come to think of it…I never blog as though I’m blogging. Anyhoo, that’s a story I’ll discuss another time.
Anyway, the last week was damn hectic. I didn’t have the time to step back and relax even for a second! Now that I look back…its all a blur. A fuzzy blur. I don’t remember anything. And this is something I realized this morning. Here’s the dialogue…
Mum: Wake up now! Its 9 am! Do you want tea or coffee?
Me (Groggily): I need to sleep some more. I was studying till late last night.
Mum: Till what time were you up last night?
Me: I don’t know…till 4am I think…but I’m not sure.
Mum: And what were you studying?
Me: I don’t remember….
That’s when the penny dropped! All of a sudden I hated the life I was living. Studying hard is one thing…but when all other things just disappear into oblivion…THAT’S when a line needs to be drawn. And when one loses all sense of timing (after having lost ones sense of social obligations and orientation)….that’s pretty much the final straw and the time when the line MUST be drawn!
BUT BUT BUT! There’s always a but. And this is it! I shall change…but I just wanna get over and done with my examinations first.
Anyway, now talking about something more “interesting”! (That was an understatement). Today, yet again, I was turned on by a cartoon/avatar! People find that weird! I don’t! I remember having a colossal crush on Dmitri (from Anastasia)! I was SO much in love with him. and then there were others…ranging from Max Ray to Max Payne. So when I saw this avatar today….I was lusty like never before. Hey, I didn’t realize how much fun this blogging session was gonna be! Oh Yeah! So coming back to this “God of Raw Sexiness” avatar…isn’t it oozing testosterone? Don’t I sound like a dysfunctional nymph? Well, I don’t care! And after all, its JUST an image right? Its not like I am fantasizing about some real person…Geez! NOW I need a break…I don’t wanna get all raunchy on this blog!!!
Lemme get back to some serious drooling…and dream about falling in love with a macho, sophisticated, sex god type artist! Hmm…I should probably ask Lenny Kravitz what he’s doing tonight!