sleep deprivation....

know what i hate? not being able to sleep even though i'm nodding off. like now. my eyelids are so darn heavy...my eyes bloodshot red...my body fatigued...but the ache that runs along my body is too painful for me to be able to sleep with. i am way too uncomfortable to sleep. this is so tragic and more cruel than it is tragic.
i so wanna just lay down and close my eyes....and sometimes i wanna chop off the achey parts of my body.....aargh!
please...somebody put me out of my misery!
just a few hours of slumber is all i really need....
just a few hours without this ache....