to do list!

i have a few things on my mind today...dont know where to start....bullets would pro'lly help me sort out the cluster of thoughts in my head...after which i can hope to sleep knowing that i have now identified the demons in my head!

• hmmm....not a very fancy bullet there....oh well....i dont make any pretentions about being a web guru so i think i can life with this sad excuse for a bullet!
• so, i have been thinking a lot about my career. about what the next logical step i should take. i am kinda thinking about training with a company for a few months. of course, that will delay my graduation...but it would be good in the long run. but the procedure is SO darn frustrating! its like looking around and finding the toughest wall, walking back a mile....and then running full force ahead to see if you end up breaking your skull OR the tough hides of these HR people. tough! as i've probably mentioned earlier....my single brain cell is very precious to me....more precious than my life. single celled organisms like me cant afford to take any risk. i could probably try and see how things go....which i will....but i dont like to do any fruitless activity. i mean i DO....i like being good to people once in a while but...........why is there always a but? if its not a 'but' its a 'butt'. and the 'butt' generally personifies itself into someone who almost always gets in your way.
• this just came to my mind....i think i use way too many '.......' and '( blah blah blah!)' and 'should's' and 'probably's'......
• love......*sigh*......i dont wanna say anymore!
• i should start eating healthier and working out....waitaminute....thats my new year resolution....so i guess i have a few months to go! aaaaah! procrastination is like a second religion to me! SEE.....IT DOES HELP TO LIST DOWN PROBLEMS. THANK YOU MR.HOLMES FOR THE PROCESS OF ELIMINATION....THOUGH MINE IS A GROSSLY MUTATED FORM OF YOURS! BUT WHAT THE HECK....POTATO, POTATO!
• i gotta get my sleep pattern back on track! for hell's sake....its past 3!! and this has been the case for...i dunno....eternity (backwards!)

this is boring.....i'm sleepy.....WELL WELL WELL....one problem solved yet again!! am i great or am i great....acually, youre wrong....i am great....an ingrate!