random...

one thought. i figured out a zillion different approaches to blog about it...i deleted every one of them. poor vocabulary vs unexplainable phenomenon. its not a battle raging in my head as much as it is a fleeting summary.
this is where i stop making sense.
but there are some things cannot be explained. i understand them on a level which cannot i cannot define. it is not the lack of words which is holding me back...but the inability of words to express what i feel.
i hurt, i love, i comprehend, i feel...and i emote as everyone else does. but do i emote in the same fashion as everyone else? does sadness feel the same to everyone as it does to me???

now that i reflect on that question....i dont think so.