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there are times i hate wise guys....they seem to think that they know pretty much everything. but then there are times i like being with them ...coz things are so much clearer and directional when theyre around. i mean, who doesnt like good company? anyhoo, today belongs to the first category. i have willingly taken some time off from the "think tank" to distract and amuse myself with something more normal. the reason?? well...i'm kinda upset. in fact i am so "kinda upset" (to those who dont know....thats denial shining through the oxymornonish phrase!) that i wanna do something to cheer myself up! (and thats REALLY sad coz when a person is sad and doesnt realize it...he/she generally throws oneself into work or something like that!) So, i WONT study today. i mean, i wanna...coz i think its the perfect way to lose yourself for 3 hours straight....but i wont. coz i can always do that right?? i'll just watch a couple of movies, order pizza, go through some rough science and other stuff like that! i see i am not making much sense here. anyway, i saw this picture....its titled "sad man"....dontcha just love it??? the guy who made this must have had a helluva score identifying ink blotches at the shirnks place! i found it tacky at first...but then i noticed the subtleness and was drawn towards it. what i like is that it conveys a basic idea....in a very raw fasion. and i kinda looked at it in 2 ways....(1) a person walking with his back towards the sun (away from the sun) and (2) a person crying....hey....it kinda seems like scream is crying....doesnt it?
anyway, i am still switching between making fun of this picture and appreciating it......