this is the life!!!

I’m so tired that I couldn’t say an intelligent word even if my freakin life depended on it. But my relief and satisfaction exceeds my fatigue so I’m gonna go on…even if it means derailing from time to time and typing both a grammatically incorrect and a totally incoherent blog!

So, I’m done with the 2 lectures! It was a breeze! A cool one at that! And you know what, I could do this for life!

I hate to fib, but if I had a TA like me, I would have been one happy student! I was well prepared (hard work always pays off), crisp, smart, confident and awfully at getting the point across to the students!

I feel as though I earned a lot of respect the past 2 days. And I also feel that passion is a helluva thing! And it shows!

While I was teaching, I was so detached with what was happening in the room. There have been rare occasions like this when I have been so focused! And when I look back…it all boils down to passion!

I had anticipated that I would be a little nervous…teaching around 50 students for 2 hours (for the first time in my life) was something quite far out for me. But I rocked! I feel so satisfied that I have such a consolidated and concrete bit of experience behind me. I feel rich in a strange way!

I also feel tired…the past 2 days have taken their toll on me…this week has been all about deadlines….and that’s what next week looks like as well. But now, I feel differently about myself. I feel like I’m not a part of the crowd…I don’t feel like just another EE student. I feel that even though I don’t give myself enough credit (which I never shall…this blog is an exception coz I just think out loud anyway) for whatever work I do. I always feel (and still do) that I could do better….but having said that…the 2 lectures went off decently well….enough to build a niche of satisfaction in my mind.

And the pic with the blog…it’s a graphic representation of my mental state!!

Bottom line : As my Dad says…Nothing succeeds like success!!